Friday, July 18, 2008/ -8:56 PM
dear dear, here is the entry i promised u, yup..
i guess im not in a cheery mood right now as u know what happened..
but then, it came to me, to think what Jesus would do..
I duno what u think about me, always hoping that with God things will turn better, perhaps because sometimes, when u wait with God, things just doesnt seem to happen, and our patience runs out..and we get fustrated..
i too, gets fustrated at times, but i kept believing, i duno when, perhaps today, perhaps next week, next year, next 10 years, or even in my deathbed, that i hope in the Lord that things will always gets better, cause if we dun hope in Him, who else can we hope in?
He controls all things, and all things are his, we all know, he could in an instant, make all things beautiful, and yet why does he wait? what is He waiting for?
that i may never get to comprehend.
But by faith, i know, he will still make things beautiful, because all things are his.. if u owe something, of course u want the thing to be the best right? and we have to remember this, we do not owe this relation ship, we do not owe our parents, for all this are His.. we are just stewards..
ultimately, God will handle His own stuff in His own time.. it may seem like forever things would never get better, but then wat is forever? only God knows what is forever, our lives ,a 100 years ,are so short that perhaps God considered it as a minute..
for whats worth, lets make this relationship, even after marriage, beautiful as God wants it to be..
Love
Roger