Sunday, April 27, 2008/ -7:33 PM
Dear Dear..
Finally book out this morning after a hectic round of guard duty.. And finally can see my beloved dear dear..
oh well, i really missed u alot.. and seeing next month duties, its like going to see u less and less..
And in the army, especially the appointment i am being appointed.. armskote, where the slightest mistake get extra or charged.. and there is really so much things to do, overwhelming, and i juz kept doing, cause i want to make things proper, that it doesnt go wrong cause im lazy or wat.. i wanna treasure my bookout juz to see u..
thats why i cried so much just now.. its really hard.. and its like finally i can see u,after 6 days of pure hard work and stress and deprived respect and pride, and hardship. i see u.. tears of joy... really..
i dunno how to express to u how much i treasure u, and the time we spent together.. its really not taken for granted..
yup.. and then i found out, really, i never knew what was true love until i met u, true love is not about physical attraction, or flirting or being there, its juz u want to care about the person, juz want her to be part of u, part of ur life.. and i guess thats how i felt..
im not going to see u maybe longest for 2 consequetive weeks again.. and im going to miss u more.. but i know that u are there, and i love u, and will never stop loving u..
dear, please do take care of yourself, and look forward to our marriage 7 years later..
May God bless us and our relationship..
loves u loads,
stupid